Well, very obviously I didn't complete the A-Z challenge. I didn't even nearly complete the A-Z challenge! I guess I've been pretty busy (by my standards) so I don't blame myself too much, but I still wish I had managed.

Anyway. I'm writing something totally awesome right now as a present for two dear friends of mine who are getting married in August! Well, it might not be awesome, it might just be that I have more confidence than usual because I know that for some reason, they find me funny, and they're pretty much the only ones who will read it. Oh well! I'm enjoying it, and I'm actually writing, so that's good.

What else? Well, I've been quite sick the last week or so, Watson thinks it's because I'm stressed out and I've kind of worked myself up to a dizziness and headache inducing level of freaking out...  Which is quite possible, I admit. I only have three shifts left at work, but something is going on there which is really, really bothering me. I can only suppose I'd get into serious trouble and never work in the NHS again if I put any details on here, even though nobody reads this, but... Well, let's just say that it turns out you can do Very Bad Things and get away with them, and fighting for justice and for the right thing to be done will get you nowhere, absolutely nowhere. Nobody with any power to do anything seems to care at all! How can that be?

ARGH.


Like I said, worrying about this whole thing and having to SPEND TIME with the person involved (of whom I might add I am not the victim) when other people don't know what they have done has driven me to actual physical sickness, or at least I suspect it has, and the temptation to take my last three days off as sick too and just pretend I haven't got better is almost overwhelming. I guess I'll try going in tomorrow and see if I can physically stand it - after all, if I don't go in, I don't get paid, and it's quite possible that I'm going to be a lot poorer than I am (as if it's possible to be much poorer than I am) from now on...